Staring Down The Barrel Of Limited Options

post-morbidity, pre-mortality, the dying proceeds and the living intercede 
on the behalf of your best interests as we percieve them. 
and so you sign this document stating the following: 
"please let me go" 
post-morbidity, pre-mortality, facing this inevitability 
that i could never begin to understand 
what is it you see staring down the barrel of limited options? 
what goes through your mind as you make the decision to end all decisions? 
never say everything will be ok