Hoping I don't get too attached 'cause I know you'll probably leave I'm trying not too hold shit back, but it's harder than it seems I promised you I'd try my best but it's not like you don't believe I'm sorry that I can't forget all things you said to me I don't wanna get too attached, 'cause I know you'll probably leave I'm trying not too hold shit back, but it's harder than it seems I promised you I'd try my best but it's like you don't believe I'm sorry that I can't forget all things you said to me The worst feeling in the world is knowing that I hurt you I tried to call you on your phone I got no one turn too When laying in my bed I swear I still can smell perfume Makes me think back to the times we'd break our parents curfew 2 am, shooting stars, the taste of your lips Recline the seats in my car then grab your hips You revived my aching heart then broke it bits I guess that timing always hard when you're falling as kids I put this message in a bottle, hope you find it some day Maybe ill wake up tomorrow to your beautiful face Swear I think about you every-time I'm on this runway It's okay if feelings leave, but mine always goin' stay Now tears that I shed show the way I care I'm fearing silence I just want you here I don't wanna get too attached, 'cause I know you'll probably leave I'm trying not too hold shit back, but it's harder than it seems I promised you I'd try my best but it's like you don't believe I'm sorry that I can't forget all things you said to me I can't forget the things you said to me I'm sorry it's goin' take a while to fix my tendencies A lot to learn so many flaws that dragging me down I'm finding comfort as I write them into melodies It hurts different when you the one who's actually trying When our relationship depending on love I'm supplying I guess the roles were once reversed and we both have been lying I just hope that you come back before all of us dying Done playing petty games you the one that I choose Nothing ever be the same if I somehow lost you Only thing that's on my brain hope you feel like I do Everybody's got a chapter in their story confused Now tears that I shed show the way I care I'm fearing silence I just want you here I don't wanna get too attached, 'cause I know you'll probably leave I'm trying not too hold shit back, but it's harder than it seems I promised you I'd try my best but it's like you don't believe I'm sorry that I can't forget all things you said to me