Have you ever tried to get up and you realized you can't ? Have you ? How would you feel ? ... ...It must be painful , harmful and sad ... That's how I feel everytime I forget Poor me ! , so ridiculous missing in my trying. Self humilliated hidden in my room where tears of hate and sorrow born looking down to my legs. I know you feel sad when you see me and you wonder what I feel I need to be alone to live alone with my chair (what I hate most but I need most). My Chair "Agony dressed up with my body , rides a two-wheeled carriage". Im not part of the party when I come you look askance at me with fear and sorrow. Now you know me, you'd take my place so I could get up... But as soon as my wheels are out of your sight everything is forgotten. You keep on dancing , having fun as I go back to my room, where I can't forget, where I can't dance !!.