I blew out my brain Shoot my dome over pain Ion even know, but I'm goin insane Lightbulb on top Gun clock, two shots Wanna kill myself cause I'm so tired of feeling so locked Courage, no, cowardly I am so cowardly For givin' up on my life Mama wanted me to stay strong Arm strong, feel proud of me For what I do Wanna drive away quietly Look at the stars Look at the Moon Know what I mean when you stare at it too Feel your soul fly out From its tomb Doing in the things that You never could do Smoke and you know what It feels to feel blue Feeling the vibes Newborn from the womb All of this freedom is Driving me crazy Puttin' my mind in A space so wavy Open a box, find me Outta place Put me in place but It just overplays Over and over Repeating the chase Life is a game you Cannot hit save on Lovin' my life like A 90s rerun Long and forgotten No way to really see one Nobody cares til You die straight flame on Life is a level you can't Seem to win on (Through, and let's do What we do in your)