Always thought that it's illusion No force makes my will obey Never thought of a conclusion Where i have to rest and stay Searched for feelings undiscovered When there was no task to do Played the game although it bothered When i had to play with you Thoughts - of feelings, of pleasure Thoughts - of loving, of treasure Every time when i felt secure Broke the seal around my heart Unknown lovers are not the cure Thrown away and torn apart Always knew the pain that it brought In vain my trial to forget Never understood feelings caught Why i had them to regret Thoughts - of feelings, of pleasure Thoughts - of loving, of treasure