I see myself, I see myself in the mirror The question is what is real? Do I have to doubt my own eyes doubt my own mind, doubt my own senses doubt my perception of life? It's hard, it's hard, hard to be Yes, yes, it's hard, it's hard, hard to be My freaky mind is going to do what it wants It's just a kind of slowly going blind I understand I can't escape my fate It's useless to fight to fight for independence, to fight for truth to fight for insight, to fight for myself Yes, yes it's hard, it's hard, hard to see Yes, yes it's hard, it's hard, hard to see My freaky mind is going to do what it wants It's just a kind of slowly going blind I wish, I wish there'd be an answer to all the questions in my head No one can stop the manipulation stop the wrong education stop the illusion, stop the confusion It's hard, it's hard, hard to be Yes, yes, it's hard, it's hard, hard to be My freaky mind is going to do what it wants It's just a kind of slowly going blind