Material for nightmares I'll tell my story, I will make it known You made me feel so special You told me I'm the one That was first of your lies If I could have seen it coming But I was blind Your colors seemed so bright And I used to blame myself Now I know the truth Freedom calling I can breathe again I'm taking back my soul And I embrace the pain Won't lose my way again Now watch me as I ascend You suddenly changed on me Nothing I could do was good enough for you And I believed your stories I put myself down for you It didn't solve anything On my way to healing No matter the distance Discovering my own worth Finding my true calling Choosing my sanity And my dignity Over you I can't rejoice, you've depraved me of all I had Cutting the ties, as I'm starting all over