Hundreds of denials taking me over Questions to myself, so hard to understand It doesn't seem to be a dream, is it a vision? When did i pronounce my dying words? My wandering spirit has been deceived I've just seen what i thought was real I've remembered all things that suits me I've felt what i wanted to feel Now that my crying is not being heard And my blood is getting dry I can't turn around and look back I know it's too late for me Now that my mind understands it And my eyes see it clear Who can help me to deal with My new reality? I'm dead!!! Can i expect The keys to heaven Or the doors to hell? I'm so scared In this dark place Someone help me to escape .. Help me to rest! No road to find, here between life and death Absence of light, eternal shadows blind my shattered fate Nowhere to hide, somberlabyrinths break my breath Damnation, redemption? fear or faith? Does it make sense to break the silence? Or to drown, drown in tears? Why can't i stop this nightmare? Will my soul rest in peace? Who can tell me where i am? Who can tell why i'm here? Who can help me escape from This sad reality?