Should I kill myself, or kill everyone around me?
I have seen what hell is like, a place so dark that death won't follow
Have you felt true pain inside? I'm in endless pain, withdrawn and hollow
Yet, I'll live on another day, 'til death descends and I slip away
My blood's reflections in my eyes
That silver blade, that stays by my side
But I really died, so long ago, and what you saw was just for show
So let it go
With this knife I'll end my life, so bring me face to face with death!
With my last whispers to the wind, I'm thinking back on all my sins
So I'll take the chance I have ahead, to leave your hell and join the dead
Beneath the moon, and clouded skies, I take a breath and close my eyes
With no idea what lies ahead, I end my life and join the dead
To stop the pain within my heart, I'll make this whole world fall apart
And once again I walk alone, and prepare to enter the unknown
