I was holding it together
When you started to notice me
Falling apart at the seams
When I find my heart
I'll find the strength
Where there's a will there's a way
And I'll get my head straight
And I'll come to terms
That I never know
What’s best for me
And I've been myself away from you
Giving you space so you don't have to
Live with this the way I do
But I made my own choices
I was holding it together
When you started to notice me
Falling apart at the seams
I'm visibly nervous
I'm embarrassingly anxious
Waiting for you to leave
But you stay with me
I found a way to outrun my shame
But along the way, I grew complacent
I'll hide from my fate
Behind the wall of mistakes I made
I was holding it together
When you started to notice me
Falling apart at the seems
I'm visibly nervous
I'm embarrassingly anxious
Waiting for you to leave
But you stay with me
Even though I'm
So visibly nervous
Embarrassingly anxious
Waiting for you to leave
But you stay with me
