People say they're in a spectrum
You either got feeling or you don't get on
There ain't no in between
People say that I am toxic
But it's more than that I promise
They should try be in me
And I know the falling in love ain't hard
But I could never handle those three small words
So I'm stuck in the cycle of falling apart
And if I open up then I broken up
And there's no way left to turn
I just wanna be in love
A small little wish of mine
I just wanna have a shoulder to cry on
So I don't have to lie and say I'm fine
I'm just wanna be with somebody
It's all I want it more
And know I don't really care, I don't really care
I don't really care who it is that I'm falling for
People try to write my own story
Swiping me of all my glory
Watch it all decay
People try to tell me that I'm nothing
The what's the point of loving
If it's gonna go to waste (but that's fine)
And I know the falling in love ain't hard (no, it ain't hard)
But I could never handle those three small words (I love you)
So I'm stuck in the cycle of falling apart (stuck in the cycle of fall)
And if I open up then I broken up and there's no way left to turn
I just wanna be in love (I just wanna be)
A small little wish of mine
I just wanna have a shoulder to cry on (shoulder to cry on)
So I don't have to lie and say I'm fine
I just wanna be with somebody
It's all I want it more (it's all that I want more)
And know I don't really care, I don't really care
I don't really care who it is that I'm falling for
Uh-oh it's that time again
When I'm unnecessarily feeling less than
It's crazy how a best friend
Can end up making you feel emotions
That you don't wanna be set or let out
Free for other people to judge you
Hate so strong, you end up blinded
From the ones who love you
And I don't love to be so upfront
With all these jump guns thinking
That I might be hurting someone
And you thinking might be something you get used to
But really now I'm never living like I used to
I'm stuck inside these wild thoughts
It's so easy to get lost when being yourself comes at a cost
Long ago the worst was a little scary
But now I'm running
From these burdens that I can't carry
And now it's very clear that any other universe
Would be the scene I'm dreaming of
Please
I just wanna be in love (I just wanna be)
A small little wish of mine (yeah)
I just wanna have a shoulder to cry on (cry on)
So I don't have to lie and say I'm fine (say I'm fine)
I'm just wanna be with somebody
It's all I want it more (all that I want more)
And know I don't really care, I don't really care
I don't really care who it is that I'm falling for
I just wanna be in love
A small little wish of mine
I just wanna have a shoulder to cry on (cry on)
So I don't have to lie and say I'm fine (say I'm fine)
I'm just wanna be with somebody
It's all I want it more
And know I don't really care, I don't really care
I don't really care, I don't really care
I don't really care, I don't really care
I don't really care who it is that I'm falling for
