Life like a death Flickering into eyes Every breath (and every step) Kills a part of myself Eternity is a part Of life now Vortex of annihilation Merciless of chaos The horrible games A nature of evil Dead or alive And perpetual hell inside I call for you, God esmu Fill my soul with cold Take away all my feelings And fill me with a gloomy grey I call for you, God esmu To rise again in this world To fill a bowl with elixir With a mystic life Ruins, breath of emptiness There is no life And esmu’s sculpture tear Will fill the life with death Suicide and misery Flow into world of madness Can’t stop this wind Wind of suffering All is terrible, all is sad Spirit and body burned by Flame of a bitter pain Eyes covered with white veil I call for you, God esmu Fill my soul with cold Take away all feelings, a life And fill me with a gloomy grey I call for you, God esmu To rise again in this world To fill a bowl with elixir With a mystic life