1, 2, 3, 4
They try to tell me who I am before they know me
Got all this ice on my neck, still no cold feet
Been living fast, don't know how to take it slowly
And I can't die before I wake if I get no sleep
I'll plead the 5th, cause you know it's fuck the police
Sometimes it feels like I can't even control me
Gotta watch my back cause these lowkeys tryna hold me
And I can't die before I wake if I get no sleep
Found out she tried to take her life before I wrote this
You never really know how low someone's low is
Knew her and her sister since they were both kids
And it breaks my heart I lived too far to even notice
Oh as of late now
I don't know what is free or what is fate now
Should I stay or walk away now?
If I had the choice to read the end I'd rip the page out
They try to tell me who I am before they know me
Got all this ice on my neck, still no cold feet
Been living fast, don't know how to take it slowly
And I can't die before I wake if I get no sleep
Born the middle child, my mother raised three
All by herself, I gave her hell, but she don't blame me
I used to sneak outside at night and find trouble waiting
Anxiety and OCD can push that pain deep
So even when I breathe with ease it feels like I'm suffocating
They try to tell me who I am before they know me
Got all this ice on my neck, still no cold feet
Been living fast, don't know how to take it slowly
And I can't die before I wake if I get no sleep
They try to tell me who I am before they know me
Got all this ice around my neck but still no cold feet
Been living fast, don't know how to take it slowly
And I can't die before I wake if I get no sleep
So I get
No sleep
