Ningizzia

Emptiness

Ningizzia


Rejected like the falling angel, 
cast out from this life, 
I am a victim of my desires, 
a monument of my pain, 
an empty shell devoid of emotions, 
in ivory black I am painted dead. 

Enthralled by beuty, 
yearning for bliss, 
oh I sacrificed myself, 
to fullfill my dreams, 
I saw sun, 
and I felt it's warmth, 
and I reached out my hand, 
to love and life, 
embraced by melancolic euphony, 
I knew, 
I was at the mercy of the parasites, 
like fallen fruit, 
to be drained from life. 

And I cried. 

In the midst, 
of my, 
ebony meadows, 
I was dancing with the dead, 
I was lost, 
in a strain of silence, 
I was one with emptiness. 

At the shore of the black sea, 
where the birds are silent, 
I cursed her name, 
I saw the death of the sun, 
I tasted the tears, 
of heaven, 
and I saw it all, 
pass by. 

Bleeding dry-loosing hope-I used to love-I used to care-now deprived from all that matters to me, 
my words mean nothing-my emotions are dead-my dreams are empty, 
if she only knew-oh, I wish she knew, 
I close my eyes and I sigh.