Once again my mind is in a mess A general feeling of worthlessness That draws me to the darker side of life Of all my friends, everyone I've met I feel a compulsive need to impress So I may feel someone's on my side Hold me, love me, stay with me until my death To my death Sometimes I feel I'm pushing boulders up a mountainside Sometimes when I wake I feel like a king But by mid-afternoon I know I'm nothing Without that constant reassurance throughout the day No man is an island when it comes to his needs But he tramples on others to satisfy these Oh god, some of the games we play Hold me, love me, stay with me until my death To my death I'd love to pick a strawberry while I'm hanging from this ledge Dreamt I surrendered to a merciless sea Tired, so tired of it battering me (Colin) I'm just as puzzled now as you That may be so but you still cling to the raft Terrified of the infinate dark We're all just frightened people cowering form ourselves I like to live for the moment and live for today And savour any pleasuures that come my way But how can I do that when my ingrowing toenail is killing me? Today is dull, that's what we're told We live for an expectation or a memory Hold me, love me, stay with me until my death To my death We're all just frightened people cowering from ourselves