Taste the self-destruction Feel blood in my eyes Killed by the wisdom of all mankind Smell the stench of the living Wreck things yet to be done Too late I am dead before I died True shot Please reality obey me Rules, life What's the difference I am not Inside, lies Never touched or seen before me Bright mind Is not what I'm looking for Hope drowned in pain Poisoned are the memories So is my life, incidental I wasted a chance Dug my own grave Dead but alive, living lifeless Bold jab Makes sensations more intense Lost time I wish I could win it back No man Is to tell me that I waste all Stifled sound Teasing voices I must not admire Hope drowned in pain Poisoned are the memories So is my life, incidental I wasted a chance Dug my own grave Dead but alive, living lifeless Finished, I am dead before I died