I'm gonna star in my own psychological thriller So go grab a seat now There will be blood and gore A box office killer, a sellout Make me a spectacle I'll have a beautiful chemical meltdown Losing the screws in my brain Could be any day now They gon' put me in a madhouse (ahh, ahh) Shove pills down my throat till I space out (ahh, ahh) They wanna love me and then slut-shame me Batshit crazy can you bl-bl-blame me (la-la-la-la-la-la) They gon' put me in a madhouse (ahh, ahh) But is it you or is it me? No more brains, serotonin, kerosene Diagnosed with seeing things Maybe 'cause I know my brain (brain, brain) Go ahead, take a peak Maybe let you under the hood I'll scare the shit out of you Like nothing else ever could I scare myself sometimes I almost took my life Now look who's got the knife They gon' put me in a madhouse (ahh, ahh) Shove pills down my throat till I space out (ahh, ahh) They wanna love me and then slut-shame me Batshit crazy can you bl-bl-blame me (la-la-la-la-la-la) They gon' put me in a madhouse (ahh, ahh) But is it you or is it me? (But is it you or is it me?) They gon' put me in a madhouse (ahh, ahh) Shove pills down my throat till I space out (ahh, ahh) They wanna love me and then slut-shame me Batshit crazy can you bl-bl-blame me (la-la-la-la-la-la) They gon' put me in a madhouse (ahh, ahh) But is it you or is it me?