You don't know what it's like to live multiple lives
I don't know who I am when I'm closing my eyes
This anger is growing inside
Two glowing eyes, but everything I see is red
I'm hearing voices inside of my head
If I listen I'm probably ending up dead
There's a reason I'm chaining myself to the bed
Just leave me alone, don't wanna be bothered with
Solitude's the only thing that's a positive
Everywhere I go the feeling is following
Shadow in my mind is hollering
And maybе it'll disappear if I don't acknowledge it
Waking up in a cold swеat, don't remember a thing, that's convenient amnesia
Other guy tried to take over the body, but I don't consent to an illegal seizure
I try to hold him, but I can't control him, can't be held accountable for his actions
You see, he is me and I am him, so it's impossible to catch him lacking
Everyday I feel like I'm losing traction, I put my faith in the fate of the gods
I'm praying this creep get erased from my mind or at least he's awake and I'm sleep on the day that I die
I can not control what's inside of me, get these voices outta my mind
Something's got a hold and it's guiding me, I don't know if the choices are even mine
I can not control what the body does, my hands are tied, I'm not to blame
Something's got a hold and it's guiding us, I hear a voice with no name, a voice with no name
Disassociation is the way that I'm living
I'm second guessing almost every decision
Everything I do is split up the middle
Now I'm on a course of a mental collision
I'm really thinking bout throwing the towel in
That'll be detrimental, man, you wilding
I need some peace, I need a balance
Need to stop beating myself up about this
People are saying I got a disorder
But they don't know the half, no, not a quarter
Racking my brain, I'm pushed to the corner
Pushed to the limits, I'm over the border
I wanna reach deep inside of my psyche and smack around the other guy that's inside me
Honestly, if I were him I would hide me too, the last thing I would do is fight me
I look in the mirror, it feels kinda weird that we are the same dude
You better get outta my brain, or we going out with a bang, yeah, I'm a Cobain you
You wouldn't dare! You's a lie! Wouldn't I? Couldn't I? Shouldn't I?
Put an end to your life, you and I are not friends, so move aside
Symbolically get a knife, stick it in to an eye, you would die by suicide
In the end I would never know the answer of who am I? With you alive
Wait, why don't we just share the body the same time?
Why you acting like this body ain't mine?
Well, you ain't leaving, nah, and I ain't leaving
So let's come together, combine to the same mind
I can not control what's inside of me, get these voices outta my mind
Something's got a hold and it's guiding me, I don't know if the choices are even mine
I can not control what the body does, my hands are tied, I'm not to blame
Something's got a hold and it's guiding us, I hear a voice with no name, a voice with no name
