Darkness behind my window Like the mourning veil of the night Black skies are sharing my sorrow And crying tonight by my side I turn all the lights off And burn a candle for you Your picture in black frames on my table Its look's tearing my heart in two Chorus: I miss you, I hate you For leaving me into this cold night My life is not worth a thing Without you by my side My soul burns because of these tears Deep sorrow strains my heart But soon, my love, I will join you And nothing will keep us apart You never needed anyone's help You'd always been so damn proud How couln't I see this pain in your eyes Destroying you deep inside You've never showed your real feelings to me You always seemed so cool and calm I can't stop blaming myself But still, still you are gone Chorus. How many nights I spent lying awake Listening to the whisper of rain I know that somewhere you're waiting for me Calling far away I'm on my way now, my trip won't be long It's only the moment of pain And then we'll be together again Forever and a day Chorus.