Living lost a reckless youth Didn't give a fuck - only put trust in a few Living life with a bitter mind No salvation - for me to find If you could see the world through my eyes Maybe you could understand my pain Thrown into this world of lies - how am I to blame? For accepting a life of sin Not too many things I believe in - anymore Told I was nothing - and I wouldn't be missed When I was young - his only kid Still I go back to that day as a child Living in fear - wondering why I was around Years spent searching for a place where I fit Tried to forget all of the things that were said So I moved on and left that shit in the past Went down that road and never looked back If you could see the world through my eyes Maybe you could understand my pain Thrown into this world of lies - how am I to blame? For accepting a life of sin Not too many things I believe in - anymore I was living in hell So many stories of my life I could tell All of the times that I was living in hell But I moved on and left that shit in the past Another memory - I've laid to rest