National Napalm Syndicate

The Cross (I Have to Bear)

National Napalm Syndicate


I feel forsaken - Everything was taken - I turned against me - I turned against me... 

Tubes sticking into me. There's blood everywhere 
Damn that surgery. Damn the choice I made 

The ride of my life. Lasted only for a while 
Now the cross I have bear. Is there for all to see... 

If I could I'd end this pain. I can't take the shame I feel 
But my hands feel too weak. And they say that I need sleep 

But they won't let me sink. Into never ending sleep 
Now the cross I have bear. Is there for all to see 

First Chorus: 
Why do I feel so insecure 
My own body, it won't work 
I feel like I'm hanging on I'm hanging on a thread 
I can take this pain but not regret... 

They say that I must eat. They say that I look weak 
What the fuck do they know. Please stay away from me 

How I want to end this pain. But my mind is too weak 
This fucking cross I have to bear. Is there for all to see 

Second Chorus: 
Why do I feel so insecure 
My own body it won't work 
I feel like I'm hanging on I'm hanging on a thread 
I can take this pain but not regret... 
Now all is on the line 
Do I have to read between these lies 
I feel like I'm hanging on I'm hanging on a thread 
I can take this pain but not regret...