I feel forsaken - Everything was taken - I turned against me - I turned against me... Tubes sticking into me. There's blood everywhere Damn that surgery. Damn the choice I made The ride of my life. Lasted only for a while Now the cross I have bear. Is there for all to see... If I could I'd end this pain. I can't take the shame I feel But my hands feel too weak. And they say that I need sleep But they won't let me sink. Into never ending sleep Now the cross I have bear. Is there for all to see First Chorus: Why do I feel so insecure My own body, it won't work I feel like I'm hanging on I'm hanging on a thread I can take this pain but not regret... They say that I must eat. They say that I look weak What the fuck do they know. Please stay away from me How I want to end this pain. But my mind is too weak This fucking cross I have to bear. Is there for all to see Second Chorus: Why do I feel so insecure My own body it won't work I feel like I'm hanging on I'm hanging on a thread I can take this pain but not regret... Now all is on the line Do I have to read between these lies I feel like I'm hanging on I'm hanging on a thread I can take this pain but not regret...