Garbages and remains Are seeping into my veins Scoffing slowly my mind Searching for a truth I'll never find I'm just a wreck, a vulgar shape Yet I would only escape I would cure my mindache Fathered by society It seemed to be a way To an open door Now my mind is splitting The door was closed Where is reality ? Why is my life so empty ? Sinking into endless quicksand Trapped in a nightmare which never ends All this time long I was so blind Now I'm a drifting soul with a jigsaw mind (The door is closed...)