My Ruin

Fever

My Ruin


I I think I'll cut myself 
Cut myself free
Now I'm somewhere else 
I need to be 
Wasted with no sleep 
Forgot to pray Jesus 
Can you hear me? 
Nails keep pounding 
You push your fingers into holes 
Of what my questions left 
And as I drown your mouth in red 
You fear what I will ask next 
I violate your faith 
And wonder what you really taste like 
Feel the sensation of depth I lied... 

Can't help me now 
It's under my skin 
Nowhere to go 
But I can't give in 
Can't help me now 
I'm bleeding within 
Nowhere to go 
I'll never let you in 
(I have a fear of dying)
I could 
I could worship you 

Make you behave 
I'd tell 
Tell you anything 
Just to be saved 
Baby... how's your faith these days 
Do you feel safe? Kiss me 
Sunlight makes us sick 
As nails keep pounding 
You warp your legs around my mind 
Ten times and hide in me 
The darker that it gets outside 
Your heats a 1000 degrees 
I make you swallow spit 
You're sick with it 
You're sick from me 
Don't say I didn't warn you 
I tried.... 

Can't help me now 
It's under my skin 
Nowhere to run 
But I won't give in 
Can't help me now 
I'm bleeding within 
Nowhere to go 
I'll never ever give in 
What god created me?... 
(your god) 
What god created us? ... 
( your god) 
What god created this... 
Thing called lust? 
Your god created me?...
(what god?)
Your god created us?....
( what god?) 
Your god created 
FUCK...
YOUR GOD! 
CAN'T HELP ME 
NOW IT'S UNDER MY SKIN 
NOWHERE TO GO 
BUT I WON'T GIVE IN 
CAN'T HELP ME NOW 
I'M BLEEDING WITHIN 
NOWHERE TO GO 
I'LL NEVER EVER GIVE IN 
I won't let you in 
Won't let you in 
(let me in) 
Won't let you in 
(let me in) 
GOD WON'T LET YOU...