My Ruin

American Psycho

My Ruin


This is not an exit! 
This is not an exit...I need to feel something 
American Psycho my confession means...nothing! 

Abandon all hope-ye who enter here 
Pre-meditated-calculated 
I can smell the fear 
Don't try to tell the truth 
Just black and blue your eyes 
Graphic signs of beauty 
I've become what I despise 
Leaned into the light 
now I'm crucified 
Flesh-Blood-Teeth 
NOT LIES! 
Later that night 
Is how the story goes 
Rent-Rewind 
Return my voices 
THIS IS NOT AN EXIT 
THIS IS NOT AN EXIT...I NEED TO FEEL SOMETHING 
AMERICAN PSYCHO MY CONFESSION MEANS 
NOTHING...AMERICAN PSYCHO 
NOTHING...AMERICAN PSYCHO 

This is no attempt to pre-empt my own death 
I won't kill myself & I'm not taking requests 
The machine has left me scarred 
Scared of it's insanity 
I've burned to many bridges 
To pretend to be Holy 
Honesty is ugly 
So we don't have a deal 
Flesh-blood-tongue 
I'M REAL! 
Later that night 
is how the story goes 
Rent-Rewind 
Return my voices 
THIS IS NOT AN EXIT 
THIS IS NOT AN EXIT...I NEED TO FEEL SOMETHING 
AMERICAN PSYCHO MY CONFESSION MEANS 
NOTHING...AMERICAN PSYCHO 
NOTHING...AMERICAN PSYCHO 

No matter how profane-Sacred or insane 
Painfully pre occupied -It's always still the same 
The killer is inside of me-Don't try to take my life 
I've burned all my hatchets-but I've sharpened my knives 
WHAT? 
FUCK! 

THIS IS NOT AN EXIT 
THIS IS NOT AN EXIT...I NEED TO FEEL SOMETHING 
AMERICAN PSYCHO MY CONFESSION MEANS 
NOTHING...AMERICAN PSYCHO 
NOTHING...AMERICAN PSYCHO 
This is not an exit....