Anything to anyone No ... I'm so hungry an the only thing I have are these bitter pills in my hand I'm so thirsty and the last drop which remains to me trickles Through my trembling fingers ... still I want to stand up A promise to myself Don't wanna prove anything to anyone I want to stand up Searching for Sunlight And don't wanna prove anything to anyone! I'll ... The ground of truth is painful The ground of truth is more serious than i thought And the way back to paradise runs in circles No one here who wants to lead me I yearn for the "day" Don't wanna cry ... Just wanna be needed again How long do I have to wait to do penance for my mistakes? For how long am I cursed? I want to stand up ... As I started to believe was alone In the stroboscope pretence of you noble restriction As I started to see I was shocked about the ridiculous mask I was searching shelter behind ... And Slowly it grows in me ... The desire for a change ...