Troubles

Troubles

I wish that everything was as I 
I would have at least one thing I want 
I would be understood by all who love 
I would at least no longer be invisible 

I would at least be at peace 
I would at least people around me that I no longer at peace; 
It is not even exist for them 
I want to be normal, and have a normal life 

I think in fact has only one thing I would like now 
At this very moment; 
I want to kill me, dying for no more suffering!