[Moonlet] Why does this Seem never ending I try to be patient I wake up everyday just trying to escape it This darkness is lurking don’t want to embrace it I left my sanity dead in the basement I burn with the demons, I drink till I'm wasted This life full of color just seems to have faded Though I know my hearts temporarily jaded And I will be free on the day that I face it Oh no, if I go down this road I’m gonna die soon, And I don’t wanna die soon Oh why do I, do this to my health It’s like I'm killing myself, I've created this hell [Guardin] Why do I even try I swear that I've lost my mind It's not right, losing sight Of direction objection, I'm losing my pace Caught in the storm and my heads outta place Grip my hand and we can make it out alive Trust my integrity it's eating me inside They say honesty is crucial to survive But I know a couple people comfortably living a lie So why do I feel so uninviting Head vs heart and they keep on fighting Lost my mind but I just keep writing Lock my door in my bed I'll be hiding