Dammed October

spitting blood, spitting blood, spitting blood
crying dirt, crying dirt, crying dirt
everything is upside down
it always can get worse

winter's over
and i'm burning
the queen among 
air

fell again
orange tips
no more pain
anesthesic

totally bitten
my bug loves me
hello, drain
i'm back to ground

what the fuck am i doing?
maybe i lost control
why the fuck am i singing
when i should be in silence?