Spatulizing Lil' Mooky's Ostrich Eggs I wish I could sleep forever, never to awake to another day Never to shed a borrowed tear Never to remember your face in eternal rest I stay quickly surfacing from our days Leaving all the lies behind, looking back, I'm so alone I will never turn away from my mind's eye again So I can live one more time I'm loaded and wasted so tired of this Here I go once again for the unknown Spit in my eye as she sleeps broken and used Sweat on skin sealed with a bruise Sin and sex glow in her eyes I scratch her surface from inside.