I can hear my heart beating; I can feel my blood flow through my veins; As i toss and turn and turn again; Will this nightmare i'm living ever end. I lie here every single night; Wishing that i'd never flown; Why won't these spirits leave me; Why must my mind always deceive me; Chorus Sometimes i feel myself slipping Or when my mind ststarts drifting; When the thoughts get lost in my head and i; Start to think i'd better off dead Here comes my shattered dreams; There goes my long lost borrowed visions; Separation brings me sadness; While i am bordering on total madness; I stagger through these days; A mere shell of who i once was; Paranoia taints my feelings; All this shame and guilt i'm now realizing. Chorus (solo) Peace comes as hell grows silent; Find my way to a fitful sleep; Pain returns with the sun's rising; This bitterness inside is not surprising. Chorus