I gotta feel so tired I got my head so tight I gotta know what's right I got my hands untied I got a fever so high I got a real sore side The heaven's dusty white I gotta feel so high Turn away while I celebrate Will you tolerate while I waste the day away? Suffocate when you keep me straight Torture everyone and I don't feel guilty comin' down I kinda feel so light I kinda feel so right I gotta know how high The day becomes the night I got a fever so high I got a real sore side The heaven's dusty white I gotta feel so high Celebrate like a holiday As I violate all the rules I thought I made Suffocate while you keep me straight Will you keep me safe? I thought I lose myself under your control Aldous just you turn the lights out Everyone's around Beautiful lies just walked into my life Honestly I'll let it go Celebrate like a holiday As I violate all the rules I thought I made Heaven's gate drownin' in the wave Lying in the wake I thought I'd lose myself in you, in you I thought I'd lose myself under your control