Wait For You

i wonder why i'm so afraid, i'm so afraid of everything 
i wonder why i'm so ashamed, i'm so ashamed 
did they really have to ask if i was the real thing? 
did they really have to laugh at me? 

and i notice 
somethings will never be clear 
and i know this 
but i'm still waiting in fear 

all i want is something to make me feel real 
break down the walls and melt away this flesh i can't feel 
raise the bar and open these doors that lock me inside me room 
with nothing else to do but wait for you 

i wonder why i'm not the same, i'm not the same as the rest of them 
i wonder why i go insane, wish i was seen like the rest of them 
did they really have to go and push me down? 
i wonder why i'm yet to hit ground 

and i notice 
domethings will never be clear 
and i know this 
but i'm still waiting in fear 

all i want is something to make me feel real 
break down the walls and melt away this flesh i can't feel 
raise the bar and open these doors that lock me inside me room 
with nothing else to do but wait for you 

sometimes i ask myself if i will ever be cured 
will i open up and step out in the world? 

and i notice 
somethings will never be clear 
and i know this 
but i'm still waiting in fear 

all i want is something to make me feel real 
break down the walls and melt away this flesh i can't feel 
raise the bar and open these doors that lock me inside me room 
with nothing else to do but wait for you 

i'll be waiting for you 
i'll be waiting