My New Beginning

i never ever felt this close to the edge before 
i never ever thought i could close these doors 
i always thought i'd be hanging on waiting for something more 

i've always been dissolved never put back together again 
i've always felt i was on the outside looking in 
it always feels easier to be angry or at least it did then 

i now know that we're all temporary 
i now know that this could all end momentarily 
but i know being swallowed never means the end 
cause at the end there is a new beginning this is my new beginning 

i never ever thought one could feel served and still serve a purpose 
i never ever thought i could be hurt and then become weightless 
i never ever wanted anything but to feel as if i could create this 

i've never ever wanted to be more than myself 
but i can't help feeling as if i've become somebody else 
so stubborn i never believed that i could be heard with a shut mouth 

i now know that we're all temporary 
i now know that this could all end momentarily 
but i know being swallowed never means the end 
cause at the end there is a new beginning 

and i know it seems so far away 
but trust me now it's worth the wait 

i never ever thought my old self could be consumed 
and now thats it's gone i'm feeling less confused 
and now i have more to lose 

i now know that we're all temporary 
i now know that this could all end momentarily 
but i know being swallowed never means the end 
cause at the end there is a new beginning 
this is my new beginning 
this is our new beginning