my sleeping had become restless. I was now dreaming all the time. dark sounds and images were haunting me, unsettling me. there were many things from my past. most of what I saw and heard I didn't understand. but they were not only dreams, they were somehow more real... I felt followed. again I had fallen asleep with my headphones on. the doorbell. it pulled me from my dreams. I dragged myself to the door. someone had left a tape on the doorstep. in my head. in my head. i can feel them, in my head.