Doctor, I haven’t slept for days The medication did not work Because pills can’t cure a numbing pain Doctor, to hell with your cliches The voices tell me you’re to blame Stop telling me I’ll be okay If you say that I am crazy I will say that you’re to blame You got me hooked on beginners luck (a demon I can’t tame) If you say that I am crazy I will say that you’re to blame Now I’m stuck in this fucking rut With secrets I will take to my grave My tongue is turning as you’re painting all the walls God’s abandoned every call A natural disaster, he says that I’m worse than them all Time is ticking in my head, I could of been the best, they said But I never wanted less So call me disaster and stop me from taking it all If you say that I am crazy I will say that you’re to blame You got me hooked on beginners luck A demon I can’t tame If you say that I am crazy I will say that you’re to blame Now I’m stuck in this fucking rut With secrets I will take to my grave The story goes that the devil sold my soul He said straight to hell we wish you so well (you’re on your own) Well now I know that it’s dangerous to hope Because all you believe in is having doubts If you say that I am crazy I will say that you’re to blame You got me hooked on beginners luck (a demon I can’t tame) If you say that I am crazy I will say that you’re to blame Now I’m stuck in this fucking rut With secrets I will take to my grave