I'm on this roller coaster ride Of death and life Don't we all feel like it with these Ups and downs And do i really want to continue I've got nothing to look forward to But death Maybe time will do me good Maybe death will make them realize i was here I collide again to try to stop The pain inside Why pretend i feel good With who i am Can the world try to make a place for me So i can relinquish this Fear of mine Maybe it'll do them good Maybe they'll see i wasn't that bad Yeah, i collide again Its not like me to complain Or to dwell But i'm so sad Yes, i'm so sad