Mesh

You Didn't Want Me

Mesh


This is why I'm alone tonight 
This is why I've got no appetite 
For fighting and biting. 
For lying and sniping 
For talking of one thing, 
And doing another 
Blaming each other 

I never thought I'd sacrifice this much for you 
I never meant to jeopardise my fun for you 

Because you didn't want me 
You never cried for me at all 
You didn't love me 
You were too far above me 
Then you watched me take the fall 

Here is why I now contemplate 
Here is why I should celebrate 
No more hurting and using. 
The spitting and bruising 
Breaking a promise, 
Saying I'm sorry 
Pretending to worry 

I never thought I'd have to take this much from you 
I wish I'd never used this precious time on you 

Because you didn't want me 
You never cried for me at all 
You didn't love me 
You were too far above me 
Then you watched me take the fall