Mercenary

This Eternal Instant

Mercenary


…my hands …my hands …my hands 

To free these 
To be these 
To feel these hands 
No direction 
Teach me 
Connection 
Within my soul 
I'm drowning 

Laughing I dream this 
Nightmare eternal 
Forming confusion 
Feeling so lost you're 
Never alone 
But silent 
Walking towards 
Horizons 
No one to frame but you 

To form 
The line 
To be 
The only one that's left to free 
You 
From you 
Just you 
Erase this nightmare of conformity 

Into the overflowing of 
Free decision 
Choosing a new way 
Losing yourself 

Lay down my 
Distraction 
Inside my circle of being 
Show me 
Purpose 
And drift towards the surface 

In my sleep I 
Fall down in deeper 
Into the sea of 
Dark desires you're 
Never alone 
But silent 
Walking towards 
Horizons 

Holding on to shades of something 
Bleeding on the road I walked before 
Watching as my pale memories fade 
Into nothing …and nothing begins 

I just can't escape this feeling in my head 
It feels like going around in circles 
And all I can really relate to 
Is the person I used to be 

Never alone 
But silent 
Walking towards 
Horizons 
No one to frame but you 

To form 
The line 
To be 
The only one that's left to be 
You 
From you 
Just you 
Erase this nightmare of conformity 

Into the overflowing of 
Free decision 
Choosing a new way 
Losing yourself 
It's fading in