Once upon a time ... I never thought about anything. Once upon a time ... I was more simple but also cheerul. I can remember when I wanted to conquer the world and my dreams kept me stll alive. Once upon a time ... Untouched self lost in the past. And sometimes when I look into the mirror. There are tears, running over my cheek with the thought of what has become of me. Once upon a time ... I was so fortunate, that I never thought about becoming sad. Once upon a time ... Every day was full of expectations. But that is a long time ago. Now it sounds like a fairytale to me. Now I hate and curse my life. Nothing's like the little boy in my heart told me. Time takes away the coloured pictures, that I got for ages as a lovely packed present. Once upon a time ... I never thought about my death. Once upon a time ... I trusted my feelings in any case. Can you understand my pain?