Faded and Jaded

I was always there but you were not there for me 
and I became tired of waiting and wound up hating you, hating, hating you 
said I was the only one for you in your life 
year later I find out you're unfaithful and lie 
you're just so phony 
loved you but you hurt me so then why should I try 
I became faded and jaded 

I don't ever listen cause you're not on TV 
I just tune you out 
I won't clean the kitchen cause you don't love me and I've had enough 
you make it impossible who I'm suppose to be 
I am faded and jaded 

I work I pay half the bills their all in my name 
you get mad and throw the things I have and complain 
love you but some things cannot be the same 
I became faded and jaded 

I don't ever listen cause you're not on TV 
I just tune you out 
I won't clean the kitchen cause you don't love me and I've had enough 
you make it impossible who I'm suppose to be 
I am faded and jaded 

I'm being mistreated 
I bet you think I like it 
'm faded and jaded now I'm gonna write it all down 
love can take you only so far 
sometimes we hurt the ones we love 
no not the ones we really love 
ada more yada more yada I don't wanna hear it 

I don't ever miss you cause you're not on TV 
my real friends are TV stars who live inside the screen 
you make it impossible who I'm supposed to be 
I am faded and jaded 

I was always there but you were not there for me and I became tired of waiting 
and I wound up hating you