I don't wanna be alive I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die today I just wanna die Words don't even work no more Angel and some demon sitting at my door Living or just breathing, and I'm still not sure Anxiety, depression aiming at my core And I just swing from the ceiling Overflowing from the top Twenty minutes contemplating knowing I'ma drop Pills staring at me, asking me to pop Praying to the lord, and he asking me to stop 'Cause I feel it in my blood Blood's rushing through me But seeing blood flowin' ain't nothing to me I been crying out for help but you ain't fucking with me And that's another reason why life ain't nothing to me But now I gotta stay focused I'm a fighter, nigga, I know Got a couple people looking to me like they idol 'Cause even on my lowest days I'm shitting on my rivals But how I'm supposed to keep 'em mad being suicidal? I've been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind I feel like my life ain't mine Who can relate? I've been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind I feel like my life ain't mine I don't wanna be alive I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die today I just wanna die I don't wanna be alive I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die today I just wanna die