The fire burns the field This scar cannot be concealed I secretly try to sigh What a crooked scenery So extraordinary And I stare up at the sky The sun doesn’t appear Ignorance is a mortal sin, and yet surely it is bliss As it used to be Everything is unclear So tell me if I’m alive, so tell me if I am dead Cause I cannot see… I can feel a luster that’s shining black in my hand I have got to hold on All the reasons for living are worthless I’m determined to bear a cross, I will stand Keeping myself all strong Silently, so silently I cock my gun My body feels heavy These shackles illusory There is something I foresee Things have gone to ruin Far from what they’ve ever been And how ever will they be? Who’s there when I turn round? Worshipping God means nothing, nothing at all after all So now part the sea I’m nowhere to be found Just tell me who is alive, but don’t tell me who is dead Cause I cannot flee I am dreaming of the day I reach the promised land The happier moment All the past memories are colorless I’m determined to bear a cross, I will stand I’m mean and violent I don’t know, I have to know What have I done? Dust to dust Ruthless Ashes to ashes I know But tears on my eyelashes will never melt away, now where do I go? Burying them, earth to earth Losing, finding, giving birth Everyone’s to DRABBLE I can see those bullets soar up with the smoke and sand High and even higher Pour on me like black rain out of control I’m determined to bear a cross, I will stand My only desire Lead me home through mud and blood So I shoot my gun