This life has come only to shatter us I no longer wish to be a part of it If only I could turn all pain into joy Maybe I wouldn't be so self-destructive We build our castles and shrines seeking true happiness But it all turns to ashes when we realize All we are left with Is loneliness In the end Loneliness (loneliness) I'll descend Spent all these years wasting all these tears Looking for a way out Guess I've found it, taking myself down with it Make you all fucking proud I've tried, no one knows how fucking hard I've tried But now it's no use looking back I guess life will keep dragging from infra to ultra To pitch fucking black Downward spiral, death admiral, my new desire Tie a knot, I'll fucking rot Suspended by the neck in barbed wire Fuck it