Laughing at tragedy The misery that captivates me Sometimes I feel like I am losing my mind Is it a sickness? cos I always get the same reaction from you every time I never thought that death was so much fun [repeat] The nervous reaction The lack of affection The wounds wide open The urge for confrontation I never meant to cause you pain, I just can't help it I want to triumph the top of the game Despite the circumstances, I can't help laughing [repeat] Unaware of bitter glances Hiding, never taking chances Using my hands to cover up the fact I'm smiling It just never sinks in cos I always get the same reaction from you And you pull no punches I never thought that death was so much fun [repeat] The nervous reaction The lack of affection The wounds wide open The urge for confrontation I never meant to cause you pain, I just can't help it Messed up your feelings once again Trying so hard to make amends Keep saying sorry again and again I never thought that death could be so much fun Can't stop the tremors Laughing at tragedy A downfall that amuses me Cracking my ribs, knowing that it's you that suffers I am glad that you're dead Because I always get the same reaction.....