Well I just don't understand why you couldn't let it in Did I try my best for nothing, well I hope you got your fix Now I'm sick of all the reasons I just can't let it go I get caught up in the feeling well by now you think I'd know Every time I fell into pieces You were always the last one found All the moments I gave to fixing you Was never enough somehow/were turning me inside out So was it worth it, did I deserve it? You hurt me cause it felt right, you hurt me for control So I lied and said that I'm fine and I left you with the ropes