You are the sun, my daisy - I’m the dirt You wrap your roots around me and rise up from the earth I want to make a difference, I want make this right But I’m losing all my patience in this everlasting fight I’m so fucking sick of trying my hardest only to find that to you it’s meant nothing You’ve seen everything I’ve never shown And you know everything I wish I never knew I’ll show you to the level of hell that I live every day in day out All my dreams have died All my memories are lies Candle light won’t shine my way I’m really getting tired I think I’m on my way After all the bottles drained Only my memories remain But I’m caught beneath the litter and the dirt within my soul Filth This can’t be the end You keep me alive inside You bring me happiness and I hope I do the same You wake me up with smiles and show me the love inside your heart I’m burning with desire; please don’t let me fall apart I promise to stay alive if you don’t let me die I’m caught beneath the litter and the dirt within my soul I’m half the man I wish I was, struggling to let go I am the dirt, contaminated with the worst You need to see that I’m trying to be the best man I can be With thick mistakes comes deep regret and agony A painful race - I will never see the end