Brandon He just left again? This way Come here, come here I'm the best rapper ever, listen to this Yeah I claim I'm quitting, it's been too many tomorrows Too many withdrawals, my jewelry worth a car note I still ain't got a car though, a conscious nigga's sorrow Too smart to have to borrow, the parchment paper ball thrown Get rid of it and start over, what's written in the stars Become the emptiness to draw home, my scribble in a bar code My innocence get all sold, my inner wisdom also Pretendin' that my gall grown, I still feel pretty small though My siblings in my heart home, I'm living, missing calls though I split it so her heart cold, she lift me by a long rope And pick it like guitar notes, I'm sickened but it's all ode I'm stickin' to the motto, I'm switchin' through some models They lead me through a blindfold, the mirror show aside Don't leave my sister and my mom though, a fifteen split with Sideshow A swigger at Pasado, I'm chipper than a lawnmower I'm chippin', tiltin' off focus, this ship in launch mode I'm sittin' at the console, I drift and liftin' off Woke up, I figured it was all over, I swear I felt you in my arms It isn't in the cards though, I'm finna let that thought go A pill to fantasize on, a risk worth pressing pause on I'm spinnin' with the wash load, a pinnace then I'm not cold A glimpse of granny grinnin' in my kitchen, then it's all gone Liftin', tryna enter in her digits, this the wrong phone Pinned to this pit, it's without anyone to call on I wish I hit the lotto, pretend I'm friends with God Threw all my wins to equalize on, swimmin' in the odds Nobody's fittin' my assigned soul, just look into these eyes Yellow by liquor and my cries choked Switching through the time zones and livin' on the grindstone Bitch-ass nigga, yeah I wish I hit the lotto, pretend I'm friends with God Threw all my wins to equalize on, livin' on the grindstone Yeah, alright, let me hear that