Martyr A.D.

A Suicide Note In Braille

Martyr A.D.


Stab me in the heart again 
Once for love and twice for the past 
It seems days grow colder here 
Now that death is in the sky 
I've choked on these words 
And laid here rotting away 
I've sewn my eyes shut 
Waiting for the worm to turn 
As the clouds rest in the dirt 
With the ashes of angels wings 
Let this room shine like a star 
And let me forget to breathe 
Starve the parasite 
Laugh at me and twist the knife 
You are the picture of perfection 
And I am the filth 
From beginning to end 
It's the truth behind every word 
From a forked tongue that sucks out my life 
And fills in the grave a heart on a shelf 
As a reminder of sympathy 
Collecting dust as a trophy as it burns as it tricks 
Again you've severed your lifeline to me 
I rest in a bed of cedar wishing good night to my failures 
Driving nails through my hands 
Resting and restless 
Thrown down amongst the swine 
Once constructed as divine paralyzed by dignity 
And smothered by a memory 
Dear walls stare analyze me 
It lasted longer 
Pitiful me conscious to find nothing again 
A vile reality runs through my head 
And its fluctuating repiticiously in this hole 
Twice preserved I've failed