What do I believe What makes me feel it to write you this song? 2 hours, a day 5 months and a year oh I loved you too long You keep blowing me out I keep holding you in I keep asking myself Oh why do you still hurt? Why do you still hurt? Who's wrong and who's right I can not decidecos I ́m sober tonight I can not escape I ́m here til it breaks oh how my heart aches You keep blowing me out I keep holding you in I keep asking myself Oh why do you still hurt? Why do you still hurt? Still rolling the dice still hoping to find a future for me I ́m still in this fight I pray for the night to go easy on me You keep blowing me out I keep holding you in I keep asking myself Oh why do you still hurt? Why do you still hurt?