Tripped out on these meds again I'm swimming in my head again I lost my brain two or three years ago Fighting for my voice again I gave it to a boy again I'm always saying yes when I mean no I don't wanna have another fight in your car You tell me that you're sorry and blackout at the bar We wake up and forget that we were ever even there And you're listening to music that I don't understand You complain about my past like I can take it all back I'm sorry and I'm trying and that's all that I can do But I don't wanna do this, do this, not me, sorry baby I don't wanna do this, do this, not me And you're gonna make yourself Fake yourself sad Freaking out, taking it back Get enough, still fucked up Waiting on the little stuff And you're gonna make yourself Fake yourself sad Freaking out, taking it back Get enough, still fucked up Waiting on the little stuff Fading on the couch again I gave into my vice again I always pause the path that I should grow Waiting on my future when The world has never really been A place that I feel safe enough to go I don't wanna have another day like the last We fall and then make up and it all happens too fast I'm tired and impatient and I'm still hung up on you And if practice is your perfect than I guess you can stay But the way it's going now I guess I'm weary of change I'm sorry and I'm trying and that's all that I can do But I don't wanna do this, do this, not me, sorry baby I don't wanna do this, do this, not me And you're gonna make yourself Fake yourself sad Freaking out, taking it back Get enough, still fucked up Waiting on the little stuff And you're gonna make yourself Fake yourself sad Freaking out, taking it back Get enough, still fucked up Waiting on the little stuff Aren't you reeling Babe I'm screaming I am feeling kind of down It's so easy to be needy And to give instead of drown I don't wanna do this, no I don't wanna No I don't wanna do this, do this not me And you're gonna make yourself Fake yourself sad Freaking out, taking it back Get enough, still fucked up Waiting on the little stuff And you're gonna make yourself Fake yourself sad Freaking out, taking it back Get enough, still fucked up Waiting on the little stuff